i found a tibetan website today

i still worry sometimes that i'm possibly still wandering around with no real purpose in life as far as things like the above go i mean i suppose learning new things makes me happy i feel like i'm branching out in so many different directions that i can't keep up with where i've gone and where i'm going i just follow so many things at once that i run into that same problem that i was talking about in that other blog where i feel like taking a break even for punctuation obviously would slow me down to the point that i couldn't keep up with all the mental commitments that i have and then i feel like i'd break down and have nothing left because all i've ever really had is my mind and knowing things what am i supposed to do if i can't do that anymore but settling on something to care about seems about as strange and terrifying

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